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Tuesday and dinner at PF Chang’s, day 8 of my vacation.

It is Tuesday day 8 of my vacation and tonight is dinner at PF Chang’s in Planet Hollywood. Now we got late start today as if you read my blog from yesterday you saw I didn’t get to bed till 5:30am today as I was out late playing blackjack. I slept in and didn’t get up till 11:30am and even then, I only got up then as I didn’t want to sleep to late as I need to be in bed early tonight as we go golfing on Wednesday and we have to leave for the golf course at 7am and that means Susan needs to be up by 5:30am at the latest to get ready.

Now an update on my nails, I have had them now for 1 full week as I got them done last Tuesday around 1pm. It is hard to believe how fast this week is going and I am now already thinking about next Monday when I will have to have them removed, it will be such a sad day. Now I and really liking them now both the length and the shape, I guess I am getting use to the shape now. I still really love the square shape but this is also a really nice shape once you get use to them. I know I can’t keep them but I wonder what my co-workers would think if I showed up to work as my male self with these beautiful nails.

Once I was up I just relaxed for a while and wrote my blog for Tuesday and watched a little TV. Yes, we are not doing much early in the day this year. Our plan was to leave for PF Chang’s at 5 so about 3 I started getting ready. I was ready a little before 5 and Cassandra was ready just a few minutes later and we were on our way down to the lobby. It took us about 20 minutes to drive to Planet Hollywood, now they still have free parking because of the mall there which is nice. The bad thing is it is a long walk through the mall, through the casino to the restaurant, I wore my ankle boots with heels as I can walk a long way in them before my feet start to hurt.

We got to the restaurant and Robin as there along with Michele and 2 other girls. Now Cassandra and I had originally signed up for Ruth Chris steakhouse tonight but we really wanted to go to PF Chang’s and there were several girls who wanted to go to Ruth Chris that were on the waiting list as we filled all the openings for Ruth Chris so last night we switched. Now Robin had set this dinner up and she had 15 signed up for it and Cassandra, Myself and Melissa and her wife asked robin last night and she said she had room for us as she had told them probably 20 would be there. This year we were in the private dinning room. Now this use to be one of the bigger dinners but for some reason this year that had a lot of dinner options this year on Tuesday. It turns out there were only 11 of us hear tonight so 8 of the nine who signed up didn’t make it. Now I did get some pictures of the group and of course my selfie of the night.

We ordered dinner and most of the items are family style so we had plenty of food to go around. We had a wonderful meal and great conversation and the evening went by so fast. Our waiter was awesome which has always been the case when we have come here in the past. We really do get treated wonderful every where we go. It was about 9 when we were all done and we left a d once again we had the long walk through the casino, through the mall, and into the parking garage to the car. We got back to our hotel about 9:30pm and went in. Cassandra went straight up to her room as it will be an early morning but I decided to go into the casino and see if veronica was there and maybe play a little Blackjack.

I found Veronica at her favorite table, yes, she has a favorite blackjack table because of the side bets you can make. I sat down and bought in with $100 to play for a little while and talk wit Veronica. We chatted as we played and once again, I was up and down. I played for about 40 minutes before I decided to go up to my room. I won as I walked away from the table with $107, nit a big win but a win nine the less.

I go to my room and took a little time to write this blog before going to bed as I will not have time in the morning to write it, although I will post it in the morning before we leave for golf. It is hard to believe we only have 2 more days here in Las Vegas before we head for home. This week has gone by way to fast.

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April 3, 2019 Posted by | Diva Las Vegas, Diva Las Vegas 2019, Las Vegas | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Saturday, 3rd full day in Las Vegas, day 5 of my vacation

It is Saturday, our 3rd day in Las Vegas and the 5th day of my vacation and yes that means I have had my nails a full 4 days and I am loving it. I got up and wrote my blog from Friday, I am typing pretty well with my long nails now. It was about 11 when I started getting ready. I was ready by a little after 12. Now Robin comes to town today and Cassandra and I are picking here up at the airport about 1:45. I went down to the little café and got a hot dog for lunch as I waited for Cassandra to finish dressing. It really does amaze me how at ease I am walking around here as Susan with all the people. I was just finishing when Cassandra came down and we were off to pick Robin up.

We got to the airport and only had to wait about 10 minutes. It was great to see Robin again. Now it took a while to get her to her hotel, she is staying at the Flamingo this year. We dropped her off and drove down to Planet Hollywood and parked as you can still park there for free. This gives us a chance to walk through the mall and look around and then down the Strip with all the other people as we waited for Robin to get checked into her room and ready. Well we had no more then got and Robin texted Cassandra she was in the bar at the Flamingo by the sport book. So, we left and walked down the Strip to the Flaming to find Robin. Cassandra wanted to watch the college basketball playoffs. We found Robin and the two of them went to the sports bar to talk and watch the game. I decided to try my luck at the blackjack tables by the bar.

I found one and sat down to play. Two other young men sat down to play also and the girls with them stood behind them to watch. We started playing and I was doing okay winning more then I lost which always makes it more fun. Now the two guys were really bice and we were all talking and having a good time but I kept noticing one of the girls kept looking at me and I was wondering what she was thinking. Finally, she came over to me and told me how awesome my nails were and asked to see them. She said she wished she could have nails like mine. Now in the back of my mind I am think why would she not have them if she wanted them? Now even the dealer told me how awesome my nails were, I really love getting compliments on how I look as Susan but especially on my nails. Well I told her I knew how she felt as I would love to have my nails all the time and explained about Diva Las Vegas and how I couldn’t have these pretty long nails in my male life. I played for over an hour before my luck changed and I quit, I was up a little $125 when I stopped.

I went and found Cassandra and Robin, robin was just heading up to her room to change and re do her makeup for dinner so I joined Casandra to watch the college basketball. Now they had been sitting next to another couple and talking with them and we continued talking with them. Their names were Lauri and Bubba, I think that is his nick name. they are here from Colorado and they were awesome. We had a wonderful time talking with them of course it helped they all wanted the same team to win. We had a great tine with them. Veronica finally showed up, now right at the end the team they were cheering for lost. Robin came back down and it was time for dinner.

We walked outside in the pedestrian mall between the Flamingo and the LINQ and found a nice restaurant. It was called Chayo Mexican, we have eaten here in past years. We had a wonderful dinner as we all talked and yes, we did get a picture of our little group. After dinner we decided to go play some blackjack.

We went into the LINQ and found a blackjack table in O’sheas. We sat at a table that had young lady playing at and she was having a good time. We played for a while and I was not doing well. I got down to my last $15 bet and got ns 11 against a dealer 6 showing so I had to double down so I broke out another $100 and I lost. I kept playing and my luck didn’t get better. I actually lost here and it was my biggest lost this week $195. We all lost here, Cassandra was the biggest winner as she only lost $40

We walked back over to the Flamingo and Veronica went and played blackjack while Cassandra, Robin and I went and sat and talked for a while. We talked for about an hour and then we decided to go try our luck at the blackjack tables. We played for a while and my luck was not any better, I never did get a head and soon I lost my $100 so I quit. Today I finished down almost $300, I am still a head for the week so far but not as much fun when you lose. I want to blame it on being a Saturday night but I know that has nothing to do with it, just wasn’t my day.

Cassandra and in walked back to Planet Hollywood and got the car and came back and picked up veronica and the drove back to our hotel the four Queens. It was after 11:30 and as I have not been lucky at the tables I decided to go up to my room and go to bed. It was still a wonderful day.

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March 31, 2019 Posted by | Dinner out, Diva Las Vegas, Diva Las Vegas 2019, Las Vegas, Out and about as Susan | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Friday, the second full day in Las Vegas, day 4 of my vacation

It is Friday and day 4 of my vacation, our second full day in Las Vegas. Now before I get on with the day’s events an update on my nails. I am getting more use to them, still having issues picking some things up, especially small things and chips but I am liking them more each day, and I have gotten several compliments on them. Really liking the length.

I got up this morning and wrote my blog from yesterday, I am getting better with typing with the nails. Once I finished my blog I started getting dressed. I am not sure what time I was ready but it was before noon. Cassandra was also ready so we decided to go and check out the other side of the Strip. Veronica had a few things she needed to do so Cassandra let her take the car and we took an Uber to the New York New York casino. We went in and found a Blackjack table and started to play. Now yesterday we did this and we all did well, well Veronica and I won money, Cassandra lost a little although she won at 7 of the 9 casinos but for her the two casinos, she lost at were the two she bet bigger at. Now our luck was with us again as we both left with more money then we started with. Now what we are doing is when we get a head and start losing, we quit. When you play blackjack most of the time at some point you will win some money the problem is you tend to keep playing when your luck charges. Doing it this way a lot of time you don’t play for long at one place. We left here with our winnings.

We walked over to the Excalibur and went in. Cassandra wanted to check out the restaurant we went to the other night, Dicks last resorts to see if they had enough room for a big group incase we can get a Diva Las Vegas dinner set up here for next year. After we did that, we found a blackjack table and sat down to play. We played for a little while and it took a little work but eventually we were both winning so we quit and once again had more money than we started with.

We left here and walked up to the Park hotel casino, formerly the Monte Carlo. We looked around and found a blackjack table. There was an elderly lady sitting alone at the table playing so we sat down to play. It turns out today was her 90th birthday, her name was Sasha. Well we introduced ourselves and talked with her a little. She said she was going to leave till as she said us lovely ladies sat down. She was s fun to play with and when we gave the dealer our player cards and the pit boss gave our cards back, he used our male names as that was what was on the cards and they all do it but he wished us ladies luck. Anyway, Cassandra made the comment we looked a little different then our names, didn’t seem to faze Sasha she just said it sure is fun to get dressed up sometimes. The dealer also commented on how awesome my nails were and wished she could have her nails like mine. We played a little longer here as we were enjoying playing with Sasha and sharing her 90th birthday. We finally quit and yes, we were both 3 for 3 as we left with more money than we started with. As a matter of fact, I was up over $200 by now.

We walked to the Aria and went in, this is one of the newer resorts on the strip and really big and higher end. Now they did have a few $15 tables but they were all full so as we were feeling pretty good on how we were doing today we sat down at a $25 table. We played for a little while and I did better than Cassandra. Which sound pretty good but it really wasn’t. Cassandra lost 6 hands in a row, not one win or push. I actually won 2 hands and had ne puch but it was only a few minutes and Cassandra had lost $150 and myself $100. We were still both up for the day but it was a letdown.

We were a little hungry and wanted a break so we walked across to the Planet Hollywood casino and went to a restaurant in the miracle mile mall called Blondie to eat. We got a table and Veronica texted us to see where we were so we waited for her to catch up with us before we ate. I did get our waitress to get a picture of Cassandra and me as we waited for Veronica and of course a selfie. Veronica got there and we had a nice late afternoon dinner as we watched some college basketball. After we ate, we went into the casino and all 3 of us played blackjack. My luck was not good so I quit before I lost to much, I was down $50, I think Cassandra won $5 and Veronica also lost.

We walked next door to the Paris and found a blackjack tale. We were working our way back down the Strip again. Now my luck changes as did all of ours. We played for a while and all left winners with more money than we sat down with and for the day I still had more money than I started with.

We walked down to the LINQ and went in to pay Blackjack as we all did well here yesterday. It started off bad and soon I was down to mt last $15 but then things turned around. By the time we quit I had won $95, I had got back a lot of what I lost at the two casinos I lost at. We once again all walked away with more then we started with.

We went next door to Harrah’s and found a blackjack table. Now our dealer here was awesome, we really did have great dealers at all the casinos but the one here, Sarah was so much fun, she was high fiving us and joking with us and really wanted us to win, she was awesome. The sad thing is she was on a hot streak and I was the first one out, we actually played for a while but I never got a head. I would get down to my last $15 and then win a couple and then lose again and finally my $100 was gone. We had played at 7 casinos and I lost at only 3 so it was a good day. Even though when I lost it was bigger than when I won, I was still up about $160 for the day.

We caught an Uber back to our hotel the Four Queens. It was only about 9:0 so we went into the casino to play Blackjack. We all started at the same table but soon we were all at different tables. I played a little over n hour and just steadily kept winning. It was a $5 table and that is what I was betting. I had bought in with $100 and when I quit a little before 11, I had $223 so it was a good way to end the day, up almost $300 for the day. I know this won’t happen every day but so far, I am doing pretty good.

Thanks for reading and be sure and read my most recent blog to see what is new and also my blog from Diva Las Vegas 2019 this year to follow my vacation and 12 days of living as Susan full time.

March 30, 2019 Posted by | Diva Las Vegas, Diva Las Vegas 2019, Out and about as Susan | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

First full day in Las Vegas, day 3 of being Susan 24/7

It is Thursday and the first full day in Las Vegas, it was about 9 when I got up, I slept so well last night. Cassandra and I decide we would walk the Las Vegas strip and check our some of the casino’s as she has not done that yet. We were going to go to the MGM and walk down the strip checking out the casinos. now I did this the fist Diva Las Vegas I came to in 2010 with Peggy, Cassandra’s wife. We were ready a little before 11, Cassandra wanted to go to Charming Charlies first so her, Veronica and I drove to a mall to go shopping. We looked around and we all bought some things, I got a couple bracelets. We had a light lunch here and I had Cassandra take a picture of my pretty nails. We then drove back to the Four Queens so we could catch an Uber to the MGM Grand.

Okay a quick update on my nails, I am getting use to them, typing on my computer is getting easier but certain things are still hard, doing my makeup takes a little more work but the biggest thing is picking things up especially small thing. I really notice it at the blackjack table. Picking up single chips is harder as with the pointier shape it is like using chopsticks. I do love them though. Still like the square better but these are really starting to grow on me. It will be interesting by the end as the narrower shape really does give my fingers and hands a more feminine look.

We got to the MGM Grand a little after 1pm and went in. Now veronica thought we should play blackjack at each casino we went to so that is what we decided to do. The goal was to see if we could win more than we loss. We found a table we could all play at, yes on the strip you can’t really find a table less than $15 so that is what we played. We each bought in with $100 dollars and started playing. Now I am not sure how long we played but we all seemed to be doing okay and when we quit, we all left the table with more than we bought in with. We left here and walked out onto the strip and down to the next casino.

Now as we walked to the next casino, we had one lady ask if she could take our picture and of course we said yes, I used it to ask her to take a picture on my cell phone so I would have one. The next casino was Planet Hollywood which we have all been to before. We went in and looked around and then found a blackjack table we could all sit at, yes $15 per hand and we started playing. Once again, I am not sure how long we played but in the end we all walked away with more then we sat down with. I didn’t win as much but I won and now we were all talking about how long we could keep the streak going and if we feel things are going bad stop playing while we are still a head. We went back onto the strip and on to the next casino.

The next casino was the Paris, of course I had to get a picture inside. Now as this was our third casino to play at and see if we can keep our streak going so, we headed for the blackjack tables to find one we could all play at and yes once again $15 a hand. We sat down and started playing and we all seemed to do well for a while. Then things changed and Cassandra was the first to stop, still a head. Veronica and I played a little linger before we stopped and yes, we were all a little bit a head. Not much but enough to walk out with more money than we started would. 3 casino’s and we all won at all of them. Back out into the strip and on to the next one.

The next casino was Bally’s, this is an older hotel casino on the strip so we were abler to find a $10 table and we started playing. We didn’t play as long as we were not doing well. I lost most of my $100 before winning back most of it. Cassandra stopped first as she wanted to finish with more then she started. Both Veronica and I lost some money. When we got to the casino cashier, I had $85 and as we stood in line Cassandra said I should go play $20 so I could try to in and finish $5 up so I did but I played $25 and yes, I won the had I played so I quit $10 a head. 4 casinos and Cassandra and I won at all 4 and Veronica at 3 of the 4. We went back out onto the strip and as we walked across one of the pedestrian bridges to the next casino, we took a few pictures.

The next casino was a smaller one called the Cromwell. We found a blackjack table and played for a little while and yes once again we all left the table with more than we started with. We really are having a good day and lucky. The next casino was the Flamingo, we found a blackjack table we could all play at and started playing, we did not play long here as the dealer was hot. We all lost and our streak came to an end. I dropped $100 pretty quick so we left and went to the next casino.

The next casino was the LINQ, we found a blackjack table and started playing again. The table we were at again was not good so Cassandra decided to try a different table so it was just Veronica and I playing and soon I decided to try a different table as I had lost $70 of my $100 so I went off to another table so we were all at different tables for the first time today and it seemed to work. I won back my money and kept winning. By the time I quit I had 193 so I won most of what I lost at the Flamingo back and now I had won at 6 of 7 casinos we played at.

We went to the next casino Harrah’s and decided to have dinner at Toby Keith, we had a nice dinner before going to the casino. We all sat down at a blackjack table and started playing. We played for a little while and I actually won a little money thanks to a lucky splitting of pairs I could double down on. Cassandra and Veronica lost a little. Now I think they won more money then I did as they bet a little bigger, bur I won our casino crawl as I won at 7 of 8, Cassandra at 6 of 8 and Veronica at 5 of 8 which is still pretty impressive.

We left here and took an UBER back to the Four Queens to finish off our night. Cassandra didn’t play long before she went to bed, I played for a while and actually had my best night I won the most so far today and on a $5 table. Veronica was still playing when I went up to bed. We played at 9 casinos and I won at 8 of them. That is so amazing and I can’t believe I will happen tat way again. When I got to my room before bed, I counted my money and I had $457 more than I had this morning. It was a good day and a lot of fun.

Thanks for reading and be sure and read my most recent blog to see what is new and also my blogs from this years Diva Las Vegas.

March 29, 2019 Posted by | Diva Las Vegas, Diva Las Vegas 2019, Las Vegas, Out and about as Susan | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 5 Comments

Friday night after a long week

thWQ6QCF5UI have to start with what has happened in Paris today, it is so sad as many people have died because of Radical Islamic terrorist who target innocent people to further their religious agenda. My heart goes out to all those in France for what has happened and to anyone any where who knows someone who was hurt in this despicable act. we need to come together in one world voice on these types of acts and work together to rid the world of these types of groups. France stood with America on 9/11 and we will stand with them today. Please keep them in your prayers.

It has been a long and busy week and I was ready for Friday.  I did get out last Tuesday for some shopping and yes I got my TV all hooked up on Wednesday but had to stay up way to late doing it. I got home late Friday and immediately started getting ready. It really is amazing how much I look forward to my time as Susan. I was all ready by 5:30 and on my way. Now I 15971842232_acb419a71a_odidn’t get a picture tonight but I do have one of me from a while ago in the dress I wore tonight, it is a really cute blue dress.

I got to Sweethome just before 6 and had to park out on the street. Chris was there playing pool so I joined hi, and the guys he was playing pool with and broke out ,my computer to catch up on some things. One of the guys was trying to look up watches made from wood on his cell phone so I pulled it up on my computer and we spent about 15 minutes looking at the watches, a lot easier on a computer screen then a phone.

I ordered dinner as I was hungry as once again I skipped eating so I could get out earlier as Susan. It was a little busy for this early but I think some came to watch the blazer game on TV.

Michele showed up and it was great to see her out again as Michele. We have several Michele’s in our group it is the name in our group that we have the most of. Any way this Michele has not been out in a long time, she did come to the Escape a while back but as her male self though. she is really nice and yes just the same person in male or female dress but just more fun when we are all girls. this can be the hardest think to explain to people.

When I am out as Susan I really don’t think about it that I am presenting as a female or really that I am any different, to be completely honest a lot of the times I forget about how I am dressed. I am just out as myself. a lot of people wonder why I do it than but all I can say is it feels right and I am happy this way. I guess the closest I can explain it is when a women wears sexy lingerie under her clothes. no one sees it but she knows it is there and makes her happy even if she is not thinking about it all the time she is wearing it. being Susan is a part of who I am and that means expressing her and experiencing all that goes with being Susan. One cannot deny who they are, you have to be true to yourself.

It was nice to talk with Michele and find out what she has been up to. I really think the social part of being Susan is what I enjoy the most. In my male life I am always busy, always doing something, just sitting around and talking is not something I do in my male life but in my female life I really enjoy that part. I guess I always say I am the same person which is true but there are subtle differences to. Susan loves to be social, she loves hugging people it is a nice way to say hello and goodbye, an loves jewelry. I think my male side would like these things also if it was acceptable for men. Being a female is just more relaxing and way more fun I mean who would like to wear all those cute dresses and shoes. Roxy also showed up so there were 4 of us here tonight, a smaller group.

The other group that comes here was pretty big tonight. They were doing a Pirate theme tonight and almost all of them dressed up as Pirates and these were not the cheep Halloween type costumes. A lot of them made their outfits by hand and they were really good. They are really into Pirates and actually do Pirate weekends during the summer where they go camping and live as Pirates the whole time. I think that is why it was so easy for them to accept our group, we all realize it is not how one dresses but the person they are and these are really some of the nicest people you would ever meet.

When you think about it I bet almost everyone has something they like, something they do that someone some where would think is strange and I bet almost everyone has at least one secret that they keep to themselves because they are worried what bothers might think. it really is a shame that people feel that way, that we need to hide something about ourselves from other. What a wonderful world this would be if we just forgot about all that. If we didn’t care about race, religion, gender, nationality, or any of the other little differences and just focused on the person and who they are.

Karaoke started and there were a lot of people singing tonight and as always there was at least one song I had not heard before. Some good some bad, some good singers and some bad but I say if you are willing to get up and sing then you deserve some credit and applause. After all it is all about having fun.

It was a fun night and was about 11:30 when I called it a night, Chris and I were the last of our group to leave but the other group there was still going strong.
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