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My life as a heterosexual crossdresser.

Super Bowl Party at Cassandra & Peggy’s

Well Super Bowl weekend is here and it is time for the big fun. Not so much the game but the Rose City T-Girls Super Bowl party. This is the 3rd year Cassandra and Peggy have hosted a Super Bowl party at their home. How wonderful is that they will open their home to our group, we love you two.

Well I was running late as normal so I had to rush to get ready. Yes again under an hour from start to finish of course I knew what I was wearing my white skirt and black top as I think it is so cute. I also knew how I was doing my makeup so that helps. I was ready to leave by 1 pm now the problem was it was a really sunny Sunday afternoon and would you believe it a couple of my neighbors were out mowing their yards, it’s winter grass does not grow, any way I was not about to wait so I just drove off. I kind of watched them and they never seemed to look towards my car so don’t think they saw me.

I got to Cassandra and Peggy’s house just before 2 and had to park just down the street and walk up. I really wonder what their neighbors think when they see all these tall girls in high heels going to their home. Well I went in and there were already about 20 people there. Well I went around and said hi to everyone, some it has been a long time since I have seen them and even a few new friends to meet. Well to start I got out my camera as what party would be complete without pictures so yes there will be several pictures in this blog.

I got to Meet Sandy as she came down from Olympia just for the Party. She is really nice and looks really good. It was nice to talk with her and get to know her better. I got a picture with her and Dana (Sandy left, Susan middle and Dana on the right). I have known Dana for awhile but she does not get out very often when I am out so it was great to see her again and talk with her. The three of us chatted for a bit and then it was time to play Jenga, if you have never played it is a blast and Cassandra bought the big blocks, they are the size of bricks. It was so much fun and I was not the one to knock it over even though I thought I would. The person right after me knocked it down. Just so you will understand the size of this game I will include a couple small pictures. These blocks could break a toe especially if you are wearing open toe heels. Maybe we should come up with steel toed heels for this, but then who would see are pretty toe nails.

There was so much food, Chris made his Clam Chowder which is awesome and also hot wings which I am sure were just as good but hey I am a girl I can’t eat messy food and risk messing up my lipstick or getting something under my long pretty figure nails, beauty first. Jan made a pot roast which was really good also. Peggy made this fantastic bread dish, it was a round loaf of bread cut in a checkerboard design and then had bacon, melted cheese and butter on it, so wonderful but I never asked about the calories as it is Super Bowl weekend and calories don’t count. There was so much food and it was all so good. I brought my normal Vegetable tray and some pop to drink. I really did eat more then I should have especially when they opened the apple pie. After that I did try to be good and stayed away from the chips and went to the apple slice tray as that is healthy, sliced apples dipped in caramel, yum.

When the game started you could tell who the football fans were as they were in the big room watching the game while the rest were in the other room talking about important things like makeup, clothes, wigs and the like. Yes I was in this group as I am not a real big football fan.

Once again the cameras came out and I got a picture with Kristy. Now she has crossdressed for many years but only been coming out in public for a little over a month now and boy has she gown in herself confidence. She actually came out to almost everyone she know which really took some guts, something I just cannot do. She also had on this really cute black and white dress. We had a good discussion about lipstick and how to keep it on. I told her how I do my lipstick which I posted in my last blog and it really does stay on really well. Even when I got home tonight my lipstick was still good. It is so much fun talking girly things.

We had a really good turnout; I would guess 40 to maybe 50 of us there. It is so nice to spend the afternoon and evening with such wonderful friends. The game was good and it was a close one from the yelling I could hear in the other room, Cassandra even had a couple football boards, you pick squares and then based on the points at the end of each quarter and game you can win money. No skill involved as the squares are picked before numbers are drawn so it really is blind luck to win. Not since I know nothing of football and being blonde this is my kind of bet so I put $20 in and sure enough in the 3rd quarter I won. Yep you guessed it I won $20 so I broke even which for me is a win.

After the game more pictures were taken and I got one with Amy. We both had on black tops which made us almost look like sisters. I just need to get her to wear high heels so I don’t tower over her so much, makes me look like a giant next to her. It was such a fun night I was sad to see it end but as I have to be up early for work it was time to leave. I said my goodbye’s about 8 and I left. Now as I said I parked just a couple houses down the street and what I left out is Cassandra and Peggy live on a hill. Now walking up the hill in 4″ heels was actually easy as the heels almost made it like walking flat but going down was another story. I bet the steepness of the hill made it feel like I was walking on 7″ heels I was almost falling forward and could only take very small dainty steps. It took what seemed like forever to walk to my car as I was doing my best to walk femininely and not fall on my face. Hope no one saw me.

Well I would like to Thank Cassandra and Peggy again for a wonderful party and opening their home. You two are awesome.

Well it is almost 10 and I have to be up for work in 6 hours so must be off to bed, thanks for reading and have a great week.

February 5, 2012 Posted by | Party | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 4 Comments

Fun night with friends.

Well it is Friday again and Susan was once again out with her friends. This week has been long and hard with lots of issues at work so I was ready for a relaxing night with my friends. I got home a little earlier than normal so I had extra time to get ready which is always so enjoyable, now yes I can always take the extra time and just get to the P-Club a little later but I so like my time out that I want to enjoy every minute of it. Anyway I started getting ready at 5 pm this week giving me a full 2 hours; it is so nice and relaxing to just take your time while getting ready. It really sets the mood for the while evening.

I was ready to leave right at 7 pm so I looked out my window and saw no one and my neighbor still was not home so there is the chance I could run into her while driving down the street as she gets home anywhere from 6:45 to 7:15 but I was not willing to wait as Susan wanted out. Didn’t have to worry as I drove away and did not run into her so glad I did not wait.

I got to the P-club and went in; only Cristine and Bobby were there. Now I figured it would be a slow night as Cassandra and her wife are on vacation and it seems when she is gone the amount of the group that comes out dwindles as she really can get the group active as she has such a friendly outgoing personality that just attracts people. Well we ordered dinner while we waited to see who else would show up. About 15 minutes later Robin got there and the 4 of us ate dinner and just talked and for a while it looked like it would just be the 4 of us.

A little before 9 Kristy and Samantha showed up. Kristy is new to the group and only her second time out with the group so it was nice she could make it plus I got to talk to her more and get to know her better. One of the advantages of having a smaller turnout on a Friday. They joined us and we sat there all talking about different things. It is strange how as Susan I can just sit around and chat and have so much fun but as my male self I want to be doing something, I guess Susan is just a more laid back relaxed person which is so wonderful.

Cindy came over and asked if she could join us, she is a GG we met there when we first started coming to the P-club. She is there most Fridays as she love to dance and her husband works late so she will come there and dance. She joined right in with our conversation which at this point was on heels; turns out she does not really like to wear them. Cindy wanted to play pool so she and I played a game. Neither one of us will ever make a living shooting pool but we had fun. I won the first game and she won the second so it was a draw. Well by this time the music was playing and off she went to the dance floor. But it was nice to spend a little time with her.

I went back and joined Robin, Kristy and Samantha at the table and we continued our conversation. Kristy brought her camera and wanted some pictures so she went and posed by the pinball machines and I took a couple pictures of her. From what I could see they turned out pretty good, she will post them to the group I am sure as what t-girl does not like to have pictures of them all pretty and having fun. By now our group had got a little bigger as Jan, Lynn and Cassie had shown up so we were spread across 3 tables now.

Danielle even showed up which was so nice. She has been in town since the middle of May and is here living full time as Danielle while she thinks about transitioning. She will be leaving us this Sunday to go back home to Arizona. It was so nice to meet her and she is such a wonderful person I am sure everyone in the group will miss her. I was glad she could make it so we could all say goodbye. We all wished her the best of luck whatever she decides and told her we hope she can come back to Portland every once in a while. She gave me her e-mail address so we can keep in touch and maybe when I go to Diva Las Vegas next year we can get together as she does not live that far from Las Vegas, yes we did all talk about Diva Las Vegas again. I just had so much fun the last two years and think it would be great to have a group of us all go down for it.

So in all we had 10 from our group there which was a low turnout but still a lot of fun and when you look back a year or two we would have loved to have 10 show up on one night. It was a fun night as we were all there together. By midnight some of the group started to leave and by 12:30 we were down to just Cassie, Jan, Lynn and I and as it had been a long day we all decided it was time to call it a night. This was early for me as normally it is closer till 2 when I leave but it would be nice to get to bed a little earlier as I was really tired.

The next 2 weeks will be very busy as this coming week I work later hours so my not be able to make Starbucks and the following week I have to work many many hours so that week it will be tough to even get any Susan time so may be my last post for a while. I still hope that I will be able to find some time but will be last minute if I do so I won’t have the fun of planning it. Strange when I know I will be out as Susan the day or two before just the thinking about it has a calming effect on me that is what will truly be missing because I know I will find sometime over the next two weeks to be Susan.

Have a Great Week and thanks for reading.

July 30, 2011 Posted by | Out and about as Susan, P-Club | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

P-Club on Friday night with my friends.

Well it has been a long and busy week for this girl but didn’t realize how much till Friday. I got off work a little early because of some extra hours I have been putting in so I was home by 3 instead of my normal 4:30 which was great. I had some time to relax and watch a little TV before getting ready. Anyway I turned on the TV and sat down on the couch. Next thing I knew the national news was on and when I looked at my watch it was almost 6 pm, I guess the long hours and short nights caught up with me. Anyway I was up off the couch and on my way to get ready for my night out with my friends. I wanted to be able to leave before 7 so I would not run the chance of meeting my neighbor on the street like a couple weeks ago. I know I can get ready in an hour or less if I have too but this being a Friday night and going to a club with my friends always takes a little longer as I do more with my makeup.

Well it was just a little after 7 when I was ready to leave; I did a Smokey eye look which I have been trying to get better at. I am still not great at it but I think this was my best looking attempt so far. I looked out the window to see if my neighbor was home but she wasn’t so I knew there was the chance we would run into each other on the street. It is only about 3 blocks that I go before I can turn off as I live almost at the end of a dead-end street. Well Susan wanted to be out so I figured if we passed each other and she saw me well that was how it was meant to be so I got in my car and off I went and there were no problems as I did not run into my neighbor.

I got to the P-club just before 7:30 and the parking lot was packed but I found my parking spot on the street right in front of the door. Inside they were not that busy. Cassandra, Chris, Charlene, Melissa, Heather and Kristen were all there so I felt like I was late guess the nice weather just got everyone moving earlier. Well I went and got a drink and ordered dinner, the regular girls that work there had the night off but Isaac who has been there working Friday nights for the last few month was there and also Gina who normally works Saturday through Tuesday so it was the first time I have met her. They are both just as nice as the others who work there.

Melissa had a new dress, a long purple dress and it was gorgeous. She was so proud of the dress and showed it to everyone. She really looked pretty and was always smiling. She is a lot of fun to hang out with. Melissa joins me at Starbucks every once in a while and we have a fun night just sitting there talking. This next week I can go out almost every night so I hopefully I can pick a night Melissa can make it.

Heather who is a tall GG 5’11” but her height fits her well she wore 4″ heels which she never does because she is so tall. Well I was standing next to her and we were the same height as I chose 3″ heels for the night. It was nice to be eye to eye to a GG as it made me feel like I didn’t stand out so much. I should have gotten a picture with her. Well maybe she will wear them again and I will think to get a picture.

Maya showed up as Maya this week, turns out she didn’t get the job she interviewed for. I had really hoped she would get it as she cut her hair really short for the interview. Anyway Robin and I played against Maya and Amy in shuffle board. They took a quick lead but Robin and I never gave up and we finally took the lead. In the end Maya got a really good last shot and scored 10 points at the end to win. It was a fun game.

After that Maya and I played as partners against Cassandra and Catherine. It is always so fun to play Cassandra as she is so competitive in everything she does and she is good at most things so if you can beat her at something it is always fun. It was a really good game and close but Maya and I won.

A couple came over and wanted to play us shuffle board. Now we met them a while back. They are really nice, I can’t remember her name but his was Guy, I am sure it is in one of my previous blogs. Well we played a game and had a fun time. Maya and I won but what made it so much fun was interaction with the other customers and being treated just the same. They really are two wonderful people.

Well now it was time to sing happy birthday to Lynn. Sunday is her birthday so we all gathered around her and sang to her. Guy and his wife also joined in with us. It is always so nice to celebrate a birthday in the group as it really reflects how close we have all become like one big happy family.

Well now it was time to make sure I got to talk to everyone. The night can go by so fast and with the size of the group you can miss people. We had a new girl there; she has gone out before but first time with our group. Her name is Kristy and she just joined our group. Misty and I were talking with her and getting to know her. She is really nice and we look forward to her coming out with the group more.

For once Cassandra was not the last to leave. It was about 12:45 when she was ready to leave; I guess my nap earlier helped. The rest of us stayed till about 1:45, I think there were still 7 of us there at that time. The last hour we just sat around and talked. Kitty, Jennifer, Barb, Misty, Robin and I were all talking and Kitty was telling us about her neighbors. When she moved into her new apartment she told them all upfront. She performs as Kitty and is really good so she goes out all the time so she was totally upfront.

Well as it was time to leave I went and paid my bill and by this time everyone was gone but Robin and me so we were the last 2 out. What a fun night. Hope everyone has a great week.

July 23, 2011 Posted by | P-Club | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment


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