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My life as a heterosexual crossdresser.

Everyone out Friday night at Embers

Well Friday night was a really fun night. We had our group all out again, about 12 of us. We All went to Embers and it was awesome. It is so fun to be out in a big group. Teresa made it out which was so good because she has been working so much during the summer I hadn’t seen her sense the first part of June, a long time. Her job is really busy during the summer months. Also Bev and Maya came out too and they are such fun. Maya has let her hair grow long and it looked so cute on her. Cassandra and Peggy were both out and they are always fun to be with. They are two of the nicest people you will ever meet. They are both trying to quit smoking and I know they will be able to do it, you go girls. Even Kelly came out and she has a broken foot and came in on a walker, wow that’s awesome. Lisa was there along with Amy who I have only met once before and Mira and Debbie who this was the first time I have met. I know I am forgetting someone sorry.
Embers was really quite and not very crowded to start but once the show started it got packed. They really do put on a good show. Our group was the biggest group there which is always nice. Sable Cities was there last night and performed, she is awesome and the best Drag Queen. She won the Oregon part of the RuPaul drag race. It was a nice night out with good friends which makes it all the more special. I am truly lucky to have such a great group of girls to hang out with.

August 22, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Made a new friend named Chrissie

Friday night I went out and started at CC Slaughters about 7:30. It was really slow there. I waited for a while to see if anyone else showed up. I had been e-mailing another T-girl from Tennessee named Chrissie who saw my profile and contacted me as she was coming to Portland for a few days and wanted to know where she could go so I recommended CC Slaughters and Embers. She showed up at CC’s about 8 and we talked for a little bit and got to know each other. She had not eaten yet so we went over to Fox and Hound. Nick was there and talked to us for a while.
We went up to Embers to see if anyone was up there. We ran into Lea as we were going in. They were busier and there were no tables available so we sat up by the pool table and played some pool and watched the show from there. The show was good and we had a fun time playing pool. It was really nice because it was not as loud up there and we could still talk. It was a great time and Chrissie was fun to hang out with. Would have been great if there had been more t-girls but it was still a wonderful time. We stayed out way too late.

August 15, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , | Leave a comment

Susan’s Shopping trip

I have wanted to go out shopping for a while so I decided tonight was the night. I had a couple hours tonight so I got dressed up and went out. I started at Starbucks where I sat and took care of my e-mail I have been falling behind on and checked some things out on the internet. It is so great that Starbucks has WIFI now. I was only there about 30 minutes as I wanted to get to the mall with enough time to hit a couple stores. There were several other people in Starbucks and several came and went and no one seemed to pay any attention to me. The girls working the counter were great and never even gave me a second look. As a matter of fact over the last week I have gone to 3 different Starbucks and have been treated great and no problems. I really think that with the down turn in the economy businesses are more tolerant of anyone spending money at their establishment.
When I left Starbucks I drove down to Clackamas Town Center and started at Sears. I spent about 40 minutes there and looked at everything in their clothes section. I even found three cute tops that were marked down so I bought them, a pink, deep purple and a light purple. After Sears I went around to JC Penney’s and spent about 30 minutes looking around till they closed. I didn’t find anything that I just had to have but had a fun evening.

August 12, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Movie night for Susan

Tonight I decided to do something different. Susan got all dressed up and drove down to Clackamas and went to a movie. I have wanted to see the movie the Hangover (very funny if you haven’t seen it you should) and as it has been out several weeks would not be that crowded. It started at 7:25 so it was still light out and you really can’t park close. I had forgot about it being Saturday night so there were lots of people going in and out of the mall. I walked in and bought my ticket and went to the theater.

When I walked in it was packed. There were almost no seats by themselves except for one on the far side almost to the top on the aisle. It was still early so they also had not dimmed the lights so I had to walk across the front of the theater and up to the seat. This was a little scary but I made it okay. As I said the movie was great. After the movie I had the long walk back out to my car with all the rest of the people leaving the theater.

It was only 9:30 and the Kohl’s across the street stays open till 10 so I went over there and did a little shopping. I had just planed on looking but found a cute little top marked way down so I bought it. It is more of a casual top which I don’t have a lot of so it worked out good. Was a fun night out.

August 9, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Starbucks and then out to the clubs

Friday night I went out again. I got all dressed up in a new black dress I bought and headed out. As it was still a little early and I knew if anyone else was out they would not show up till after 8 so I stopped at Starbucks. There is one a few miles from my home that does most of their business through their drive through window and they are usually not that busy inside. I took my laptop with me and in I went. There were only 6 people inside so I ordered my favorite drink and sat down and got on my computer. I spent about an hour there surfing the internet and checking e-mail. No one seemed to pay any attention to me.
My next stop was CC Slaughters, I got there about 8:30 and they were really dead and no T-girls. I ran into a guy named Larry who I have met before, he is a friend of Christine who belongs to the same group I do and know her pretty well. We talked for a little while and played a couple games of pool (doubles) with a couple other guys. I had a good time.
About 9:15 I decided to go up to Embers and see if any T-girls were there. Parking was really bad up there as they have several blocks just west of it closed off so I ended up parking about 3 blocks away, not too bad. I got inside and sat at the bar and had a drink while I waited to see if anyone else showed up. The show started and I watched for a little while. I was just getting ready to leave when Victoria Sinclair showed up with 3 t-girls so I joined them. Isabel is Victoria’s new makeup and voice coach and is very nice. She just moved her and was her first time out here in Portland. The other new girl was Olivia, it was the first time she had ever been out as Olivia. She came to Portland and had a transformation session with Victoria at Over the rainbow (they do a wonderful job and very friendly). She looked awesome.
Olivia was scared at first being her first time but she had a wonderful time and I think she will be back. I had a chance to talk with her and get to know her and she seems really nice. She even had a couple pictures taken so I gave her my e-mail address so she can send me the picture. It turned out to be a really fun night after a slow start.

August 8, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , | Leave a comment

Quiet Sunday night out

Well I was out again on Sunday night; it was a pretty quiet night though. I started off at CC Slaughters and parking was easy. I got there just a little after 8 and there were only a few people there and no T-girls. I went a head and got a seat to watch the drag show and see if any one would show up. They put on a really good show if you have never been there you should check it out, Sunday nights 8 pm. The show started and I figured I would give it 20 minutes but they had a guest drag queen, Sable Cities and she is really good so I stayed for over an hour. By 8:30 they were packed.

About 9:20 I decided to head on up to Embers and see if any T-girls were there. Embers was deserted just 4 other people there waiting for Karaoke to start. I had only been there about 5 minutes when Eva (a T-girl from our group) showed up so we sat at the bar and talked and watched them sing Karaoke. It was nice and I got a chance to get to know her better and she seems really nice. I stayed till about 11:30 and then headed for home.

On the way home I stopped at Safeway and decided to do a little late night shopping, I really just wanted a little more Susan time and I needed some groceries. I was only in there maybe 20 minutes but it was still fun and no problems.

August 5, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , | Leave a comment

Embers on Friday night

Well Susan was out again on Friday night. Down town Portland was really busy with the beer fest going on so parking was hard to find as I do not like to pay for parking. I started off at CC Slaughters, I had to park about two blocks away. The walk was not that bad as the weather was not to hot and I am getting more comfortable walking down the street as Susan. No one really paid any attention to me. I got to CC Slaughters about 8:15 and went in. they were really quiet and there was no one there to speak of. Maybe 8-10 people sitting at the bar. I stayed about 20 minutes to see if any other t-girls would show up and then drove up to Embers. I wanted to get there before the cover charge.
Parking was just as bad up there and again I parked about two blocks away and walked to Embers. They were a little busier then CC Slaughters but still open tables. I spotted Lisa (another t-girl from our group) sitting at a table so I went over and joined her. We had about 30 minutes till the show started so we were able to talk which I always enjoy. It seemed strange as I have not been to Embers for about three months. The show was good and we had a good time but once the show started they got really busy and soon all the tables were full.
A GG named Patricia came over and stood by our table and started to talk to us. She was really nice and friendly and I always love to talk to GG’s that are excepting of Susan, it makes me feel like one of the girls. She was there with some friends who were up playing pool.
Kelly (another t-girl from our group) showed up and we all watched the show for a while. Then we all moved up to the pool table area with Patricia and her friend and played some pool. For the most part it was just Lisa and I that played and we almost ended up trading games.
About 11:30 Marla (another t-girl from our group) up and joined us playing pool. It was nice as we could see and hear the show but it was not so loud up there so we could still talk. We stayed till a little after 1 am and then it was time to call it a night. It was a fun night but would have been better with more t-girls.

July 25, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Friday 7-17-2009 at CC Slaghters

Well Friday night Susan went out again. It was so hot today and still over 90 so I wore my white dress. I started off meeting Cassandra, Peggy and Barb at the Fox and Hound. We all had a drink and spent about an hour talking. It was so much fun. About 9 pm we went over to CC Slaughters. There was hardly anyone there except for a few t-girls back by the pool table. We went back and got are usual tables and started to play pool. A couple of the girls I had not met before but they were all really great and I enjoyed talking to them.

Peggy and I talked for a while about Avon. I love there lipstick and Peggy is selling Avon now so now I have someone Susan knows to buy my makeup from which is so great. If you need any Avon please check  Peggy’s page.

I played two games of pool the first was against Cassandra who is really good and I won. It is the first time I beat her and even though I won when she scratched on the 8 ball I still one. The next game I came close but lost. Christine and Alice showed up which is always fun. I haven’t seen Alice in a couple months so it was nice to talk and catch up.

Later on two GG’s (genetic girls) Shannon & Leslie came in and by this time it was really busy so they came up and asked if they could sit with us. So we sat and chatted for a while. They were really nice and Leslie asked me to dance with her so I did. It was so much fun and I danced for probably 20 or 30 minutes. She is an awesome dancer so when I was done Alice went out and danced with her for a while. They were so nice and friendly and fun to talk to. I even got a couple pictures with them.

As the night went by people started to leave. Peggy, Cassandra, Christine and I were the last of our group to leave about 1:30. It was such a fun night and they are such great friends.

Leslie & Susan

Shannon & Susan


July 18, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Susan Miller out in her red dress

Susan Miller in her red dress

Susan Miller in her red dress

Well I made it out again on Friday night. It was so nice and really hot out so I wore my Red dress from Valentine’s Day. I met Cassandra and Peggy for dinner at the Fox & Hound in Portland which is on the back side of the block from CC Slaughters. I have drove by it and walked by it many times and never really noticed it. It is a really nice and T-girl friendly place and the food there was really good and reasonably priced. We had an enjoyable dinner and had a chance to talk which is always nice. After dinner we walked over to CC Slaughters.
They weren’t very busy and we got our tables over by the pool table. It wasn’t long and some of the other t-girls started to show up. We all played some pool which is fun even though I am not that good (I lost). Barb did really good and won 4 games in a row including beating Cassandra.
Peggy and Shannon drug me out on the dance floor for a couple of dances. I still feel awkward on the dance floor but I am getting better and had fun. Later we all went back out and danced for several more songs and it was a lot of fun. I did discover that my favorite heels are not really good for dancing and by the end of the evening my feet were really sore. I will have to find me a better pair of heels for dancing. It was a great night and so much fun. Our little group of t-girls is so great and everyone is so friendly and accepting.

July 4, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , | 2 Comments

night out at Embers May 01, 2009

Well it’s been two weeks sense I was out so I was so looking forward to it. It was so nice to be out as Susan and meet my friends at Embers. we always have such a good time and they are so much fun to be with. I wore my old wig that is longer and a lot thinker. Cassandra also wore a different wig that was a lot shorter then she normally wears and more curly. Cassandra looked so different with all the curls.

Peggy was also there and had on these really cute shoes. Peggy is so much fun and so supportive of all the t-girls. Julie also showed up which was so nice. It is always great to see her and have the chance to talk with her. They make it so much fun.

Teresa was also there and she will be bring some of her family next week. They found out about Teresa and are not only excepting but want to go out with her and meet some of her friends.

Bev and May were also there, they had both gone and got their nails done today so we spent some time talking about nails which as we all know is one of my favorite things. It was a really good time and the show was good to, even Sable was there to perform which was nice.

May 2, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | Leave a comment

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