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My life as a heterosexual crossdresser.

Saturday Susan time and then to the escape

Well it is Saturday and I get some Susan time in the afternoon and evening. I still had some work in my yard to finish this morning so it wasn’t till about 12:30 that I started getting ready. Now I had put some thought into my look today and what I would wear as I want it to be casual enough for the day but also look good for tonight as I plan on going to the Escape so I need that daytime to evening look. I settled on a deep brown to a coppery gold blend of eye shadow which I was really happy with the outcome and then for my close it was black leggings and a maroon top, it was a cute look and finished off with a brick red lipstick. I was all ready by a little after 2pm.

Now my plan for the day was to go out to the cemetery and put flowers on my mom and dad’s graves, now I have been there plenty of times as Susan but this will be my first trip there since my mom was laid to rest beside my dad. I left home and my usual trip is to Fred Meyers at Johnson creek to pick up flowers and then up to the cemetery. I got to Fred Meyers about 2:40 and went in, they were really busy but I was just here for flowers. I picked out 2 bouquets and was on my way to the cemetery, it is only about 10 minutes from here so I was there right about 3pm. Now there were some other people here and a couple of groups in the section I was in but still a ways away.

I got out and walked out to where my parents are and placed the flowers on the grave. It is different from the last times as they are now side by side and I am dealing with the fact they are both gone from my life. I know that they are at peace together in heaven but it is the selfish part of the fact they are gone from my life for now. I spent about 30 minutes here and thought about the fact as far as I know they did not know about this side of me the daughter they never knew that is visiting them and wondered what they think about that. I did get a couple pictures here as it somehow makes me feel closer to them to have the pictures here. I walked back to my car; it was about 3:45 now so I thought about what to do next. It is about 30 minutes to get back home and as I want to be to the Escape between 5:30 and 6 I decided to go to Starbucks at Cascade station and catch up on my blogs, its only about 20 minutes away and only about 5 minutes from the Escape.

I got to the Starbucks a little after 4 and parked right out front, now this Starbucks has 2 tables right in front of the door and 11 on the patio to the east and all but 3 were empty so I had my choice of tables. I got my computer and went in and wow were they busy, there were 7 people online to order and at least 10 waiting for their order. I went and got in line and waited my turn as I watched the tables outside, they were slowly filling up. By the time I ordered there were only 2 open tables and they were in the sunshine. I placed my order and the young lady who helped me told me she loved my eye makeup which made me feel good so I thanked her. I went to stand in line to wait for it wondering if I would get a table. Well as I waited standing right by the door, I saw the 3 ladies at the table right outside the door get up and leave, and I know it is probably cheating but I stepped out really quick and put my computer on the table as this one was in the shade.

I got my drink and went out and set up my computer and started on my blog from Wednesday night dinner. Now there was no breeze and even in the shade it was hot actually really hot. I looked around and yes tables were turning over pretty fast so I looked at my phone and it is 90 out right now, it is going to be upper 80’s to mid-90’s for the next 10 days. Well this week I was watching for an open table inside where it was cooler and I only had to wait about 15 minutes till one opened so I moved back inside. Before I knew it, it was 5:40 so I packed up and was off to the Escape.

I got to the Escape and it seemed a little quiet and there was a table with flowers and balloons on it. I went ton placed my order for dinner and was talking to the bar tender, one f the part time cooks who had worked here for many years passed away the other day, he was 64 and his heart just stopped. Now I didn’t know him well but still sad and it got me thinking. Maybe it does come in 3’s as one of my parent’s longtime friends who was at my mom’s funeral fell last week and also passed away this week so I have that funeral to go to in a couple weeks.

Well as I waited for my food, I finished my blog from Wednesday nights dinner and posted it and yes there was a different feeling here tonight as the staff was all sad as were a lot of the regulars and as the night went on more flowers were placed on the table for him. It was a really nice tribute that the Escape did for him. Now I knew Lauri would be here later and also Jan and Lynn, today is Lynn’s birthday, happy birthday sweetie, but other then then no one else had posted.

It was a little after 7 when Jan and Lynn showed up and yes, they were in matching outfits tonight mad looked so cute. I think it is awesome that they do this a lot, dress a like almost like twins. It was great to see them and of course I had to wish Lynn a happy birthday, James the KJ also knew about her birthday so when he would call her up to sing, he would call her by Lynn the birthday girl and yes, he had everyone sing happy birthday to her also. It was a fun night even though a little sad.

It was a little before 9 when Lauri showed up and that would be it for our group tonight, just the 4 of us but we had a fun time. I stayed till almost 11 before I called it a night as I was getting tired. I said my goodbyes and yes gave Lynn a birthday hug. It was sad to see the night come to an end but there will be more times out with my friends. Tomorrow I will get to spend the afternoon and evening as Susan again and Monday we will have our zoom meeting and our Wednesday night dinner. The one piece of advice I will leave you with is to cherish those around you as you never know. Let them know how much they mean to you. To all my friends you mean the world to me and I love you all.

Stay safe and be happy and thanks for reading my blog and be sure and read my most recent blog to see what is new in my life.

July 25, 2021 Posted by | Escape Bar & Grill, Starbucks | , , , , , , | 1 Comment


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