Susanmillers Blog

My life as a heterosexual crossdresser.

Wednesday night dinner at Mother’s Bistro

It is Wednesday and that means Wednesday night dinner with my friends. I am really looking forward to it as I have missed the last few weeks but mostly as Julie is back in town and I will get to see her again. I got home late about 5:15 so it would be a rush to get ready. Now I get asked why I like being Susan, mostly it just feels right, I am way more relaxed and comfortable as Susan. Now this confuses people sometimes as they figure this means that I want to transition and that is not the case as o don’t feel my body is wrong and I still need my male side. I need both sides. I compare it to camping, I like to go camping and I feel so relaxed and comfortable when I do but I don’t want to live in the woods. I will admit Susan is a big part of my life but she is not all of who I am. Now I have met a lot of girls and the one thing I tell them all is figure out who you are and don’t let anyone tell you who you are or who you should be. It took me many years to figure that out and I have some wonderful friend that have helped and supported me in my journey. It took me about 45 minutes to get ready and I was on my way.

I got downtown about 6:30 and parked about a block away, it still amazes me how easily I get out of my car as Susan. I got to Mothers Bistro and Julie had just got there, it was so awesome to see her again. I had Texted Cassandra to see if she would come but it turns out she is in Las Vegas again. We got our table and waited for others to show up, of course I had to get a picture with Julie. We talked a little and caught up as we waited for others to show up.

It wasn’t long and others started to show up, we were going to have a good turnout tonight as we had 8 of us you posted they would be here. We really are getting good turnouts for our Wednesday night dinner. Barb and Melissa were the first to show up, followed by Rickie and her wife Judy, Jeanie, Stacylee, Danika and one more girl so we had 9 of us tonight. We all talked for a while before we ordered dinner.

We had a wonderful dinner and even better conversation. I got a good chance to talk with Stacylee, she is new to our group and she has a lot of questions. She is still figuring out this part of her life and who she is. Now we all have a lot in common but we are also all a little different and that means what is right for me may not be right for her. It was nice to talk with her.


It was such a wonderful night with my friends I really have met some incredible people as Susan and I can’t imagine my life without them. It was a wonderful night out with my friends and it was so sad to see it come to an end. It was about 9:30 when we called it a night. now I will see Julie again on Saturday night as Julie, Trixie and I are going to the red dress party in Portland, I think Melissa and her wife are also going. It will be so much fun and such a wonderful place to people watch.

Thanks for reading and be sure and read my most recent blog to see what is new in my life.

May 18, 2019 - Posted by | Dinner out | , , , , , , , , , , , ,

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  1. […] sea of red dresses as far as you could see. Now Danika also showed up she came and met the group on Wednesday night in her male mode but tonight she got out as her female self. It was great she could make it. Now […]

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