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My life as a heterosexual crossdresser.

Saturday night out with friends at the Escape

Well it is Saturday night and I am going out to the Escape for dinner and some social time with my friends. I know we will have a good turnout as several of the girls have posted they will be there. I started getting ready and was thinking what I should wear tonight. it really is amazing how much thought I put into what I wear and how I look as Susan. I was ready and on my way by 6:30, Julie had texted me and she would be there tonight too.

I got to the Escape Bar and Grill right at 7. Cristine was already there, there was also another group of about 12 people there at the tables by the pool table so it was already a little busy. I got my computer out and then went and ordered some food. Now I was playing on my computer and I came across an Amazon page and I found a place where I could set up an online store so I figured I would give it a try as it was free. Not sure if it will work but what do I have to lose, all I have to do is promote it and as I have a blog I could put it on I am trying it. I will keep you all up to date on if this works. I also have a couple pictures that I will post in blogs with links to it, like lips and lipsticks so if you see those they will also take you to my Amazon store.

Cassandra showed up next and Teresa right behind her. Cassandra had her computer to and set it up in the corner and got on Paltalk so I did the same. It is kind of fun and I do like the being on cam where others can see me. Teresa really liked it too as she was sitting right next to me so I let her play on the chat room while I ate.

Julie and Trixie showed up which was awesome. It has been a while since I have seen Trixie so I got a chance to talk to her. They are a really good couple and so much fun. Now Cassandra had brought cupcakes and a couple birthday cards as tonight is Shadows birthday and she was coming out with us tonight. She showed us the cards and we all picked the same one as it really was funny so we all got to sign it.

Jan, Lynn and Laura also showed up next so we were up to 8 now and the bar was getting a little busy now. I guess they have a dance near bye that a lot of the girls to before they come here. Anyway about 9:30 a lot of people start showing up and they get the Karaoke started. Laura was the first one to sing and did great as always.

Shadow showed up along with Amber, Blair, Victoria and I think it was her Boyfriend so we had 13 tonight which is one of our bigger turnouts. It was good to see them all out with the group as they don’t get out much. We all wished Shadow a Happy Birthday and gave her, her card which she liked. Cassandra broke out the cupcakes and we all ate some, they were really good.

Some of the girls played pool as always, Cassandra seemed to be the girl to beat. The rest of us sat and talked and the big topic was Bruce Jenner and his interview. Most of us watched it and thought he did a really good job but it is more how people and the media react to this. I am hopeful the outcome will be a positive one. I think this will be the topic of many conversations. If you didn’t see it you should check it out.

Cassandra was playing pool with one of the girls here and she had these really sparkly nails that I kept looking at. Well Cassandra needed me to move so she could make a shot so I got up out of my chair and as she was close I went over and told her how cute her nails were. Well we ended up talking for a few minutes, her name was Jay and her girlfriend was Heather who also came over along with Julie so the 4 of us talked for a while.

The rest of the night we sat and listened to Karaoke and most of the people who sang were really good. Laura sang several songs and so did Lynn. It was a good night. it was about 11:30 when I called it an evening.

Thanks for reading

April 26, 2015 Posted by | Escape Bar & Grill | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Friday night out with the girls.

Well the week is over and it is time to go out and have fun as Susan with my friends. Of course I had to set up my DVR to record the Bruce Jenner interview on ABC 20/20. I started getting ready and had an idea of what I would wear tonight, I had it narrowed down to 3 dresses. I got all my makeup done and went to look a the dresses and changed my mind and went with my blue dress. I was ready by 6:15, now it was nice out and I could hear some of the neighbor kids outside when I was getting ready so I looked outside just to be sure and didn’t see them so I was good to go.

I opened my garage door and started to pull out when 4 of the neighbor kids came running from the neighbors yard and ran right in front of my car. now there are not my next door neighbor kids so I don’t know them very well but still caught me off guard. I really couldn’t stop at this point so I just pulled out and drove off by them.

I got to Sweethome at 7 and as I was going in one of the ladies I have met here named Paula was in her car to leave and she got out and came over to talk to me. She hadn’t seen me in a while and was worried something had happened to me which made me feel good inside so we talked for a bit and I explained where I had been as I have only been here once in 7 weeks as I missed last weekend because I was sick. I went inside and Chris was playing pool so I set up my computer and got on line.

I caught up on e-mails and then went on Paltalk for a little while. It was good to be out tonight as I really do need my Susan time. Jolene was able to make it tonight in male mode so it was good to see her again. I got a chance to talk with her for a while. We even played pool and I won, it was a really fun night. I then had to play Chris pool and lost but I had a good game and kept it close.

Cristine and Roxy showed up also so we had 5 of us out tonight. Now about 9 it started to get real busy here which is good as it is always more fun when there are a lot of people here. Rachel was here tonight which was awesome, we met her at the P-club and she was the one who told us about Sweethome when we were excluded from the P-club, By the way just an update on the P-club. The appeals court herd the appeal of our case on April 8 so now we wait for their verdict which I assume will be 6 to 8 months. Any way it is Rachel’s Birthday and she was here to celebrate. A big Happy Birthday to her and  am glad to have her as a friend.

There was another group that came in and one of the girls in that group was also having a birthday and later on more of their friends showed up so their group had about 15 in it and were at the table next to us so we got to talk with them for a little bit. It is always fun meeting new people.

Now for my funny story of the night. There was an ma here tonight maybe 60 who had been drinking. Well he came over to talk to me for a while and well yes hit on me. He knew I was a t-girl though but told me I was really beautiful. Now he says he is a bass player in a band from Portland that was back in town for a benefit show oh and that he was rich. any way it was funny as he asked me about dancing and I told him I didn’t dance and he got a funny look on his face and said he thought all transgender like to dance. I told him I wasn’t a dancer and he just couldn’t understand that as he thought was we became transgender we like dancing. now as I said he was pretty drunk so I explained that I didn’t become transgender I have always been who I am. I don’t think he really understood it probably because of the amount of alcohol he had drank. but he kept going back to how beautiful I was and how he was a bass player and rich. he asked for my phone number and I explained I wasn’t interested in men and then he tried t give me his phone number.  I was very polite and kept thanking him but telling him I wasn’t interested. He finally walked away and I saw him talking to other girls here tonight and telling them the same thing. I guess he was really working the room.

Now it has been a long week so I figured I would only be out till 11 or so but that didn’t work. it was about 12:30 when I called it a night and the bar was still packed. What a fun night it was.

Now I did watch the Bruce Jenner interview I recorded and it was really good and for me there was one part that really stood out if I can say that and it is just because it is something I get asked a lot especially last night when the man was hitting on me and that is about being straight or gay as most people seem trouble with this and Bruce Jenner explained it really well. Gender and sexuality are 2 different things. Sexuality and who you are attracted to is who you go to bed with, Gender is who you go to bed as. I really like that statement. If you have not seen the interview I have linked it here in my blog. I think Bruce Jenner did a great job in the interview and it should be a real positive for the gender community. during the interview I think they said people on average only about 8% of people know someone who is Transgender but almost everyone knows Bruce Jenner so that number has changed. I give Bruce a lot of credit as it took a lot of courage to come out so public on this, not sure I could have done the same. I wish him the best.

Just incase you don’t know who he is he was an Olympic athlete in the 70’s and in many peoples eye one of the greatest athlete’s there ever was. here is a little history about Bruce.

April 25, 2015 Posted by | Sweethome | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Wednesday night dinner with friends

Well I had a chance to go out to dinner with my friends on Wednesday night. The group was going to House of Louie for Chinese food. They really have good Chinese food here. Now we all meet at Fox & Hound first as some of the girls get here early. I started getting ready early with hopes of getting out early. I got downtown at 6:30 and parked about a block away. Julie was getting to Fox & Hound the same time I was so we met outside and walked in together. Cassandra, Chris and Cristine were already there, Chris and Cassandra were both on their computer.

We all talked for a bit and of course Cassandra had Paltalk open and was chatting with her web cam going, so I got a chance to chat a little. We waited till 7 for others to show up. Roxy and a couple other girls made it so we had 8 of us for dinner. Cassandra, Cristine, Julie and I walked over at 7 and the rest waited a few more minutes incase anyone else showed up.

It was about 7:15 when we all got there and sat down to dinner. The ladies who work here are always glad to see us and always treat us wonderful. We had a great dinner and fun talking. It is amazing how wonderful my friends are and we always have a fun time together. The funny thing is when we are out together most of the time I don’t even think about the fact I am dressed as a girl. I am just out as myself, both my male and female side feel so right and natural.

After dinner some of the girls went over to CC Slaughters but Cassandra, Cristine, Julie and I sat there for a little while longer and just talked. It was a fun evening. It was about 9 when we left and walked over to CC’s. Now I didn’t go in as it was late and I needed to get up early for work so I said my goodbye’s and walked to my car to go home.

April 24, 2015 Posted by | Fox & Hound, Out and about as Susan | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Dinner out with friends

Well I got a chance to go out to dinner tonight. Our group is trying to increase where we go so we have started doing dinners at different places and tonight was Who Song & Larry’s in Vancouver on the water front. I have actually come here 3 times before so I was really looking forward to it. We were meeting there at 7 and wouldn’t you know it I got home late, it was 5:15 when I walked through the door at home so I had to rush. It was straight into the shower and then getting ready. While I showered I was thinking about what I should wear tonight as that is always the hard part.

I started my makeup and had an idea of what I would wear but by the time I got my makeup done I wasn’t sure my makeup was right. as I was looking at my dresses I saw my black and white one and that was the one for tonight. So now I had the dress of course this would mean different shoes which was okay. I had my look and was all dressed, next the hair and lastly the nails. I was all ready, a quick look outside, yes I still do this even though some of my neighbors know. I got in my car and was leaving my house by 6:10, 55 minutes from start to Susan. now I really thought it was later as it doesn’t take long to get there so I had plenty of time. I got to Who Song & Larry’s at 6:20 and parked and was just debating about going inside when I got a phone call from my brother so I sat in the car while I talked to him. Good thing he couldn’t see through the phone, we ended up talking for almost 30 minutes so by the time I was done it was getting close to 7. I texted Cassandra to let her know I was there and got out of my car, turns out Joan was there and walking by my car, what great timing. Cassandra texted me back she had just parked too and was walking up and Cristine was getting out of her car. We really couldn’t have timed it better.

We all walked in together and told the lady there would be 5 of us as Julie was on her way, the other 4 that had planned on being here had to cancel. Now they weren’t real busy so far. We sat and talked for a bit as we waited for Julie who got her just a few minutes after 7. Our Waiter came of and he was awesome, he really seemed to enjoy us being there. Another waitress came by also and asked us how are evening was going and if we had any big plans for tonight and we just told her we were here for a nice dinner. She even talked to us for a while and everyone here always referred to us as ladies. Even a third waitress came by to see if we needed anything, I think we were the hit of the evening here and everyone was so nice to us.

We ordered dinner and had a great time. Our waiter came by all the time to see how we were doing and even sat down a couple time by our table and talked to us briefly. We had a great time and it flew by as it always does. A group from another table was leaving and one of the ladies came over and told us she just had to tell us how beautiful we all looked tonight which I never get tired of hearing.

After dinner we sat there and talked and before we knew it we were the last ones there. Our waiter came by and told us to come back and see him again which was nice. it was 9:45 when we finally left. The waitresses that had also came by our table also told us good night and to come back again so I guess we made a good impression. I am sure we will be back here again. we are also coming up with some other places we can go which will. be nice.

WE all said our goodbyes and went our separate ways for now. I think next week we will do Chinese so I hope I can make that night too. What great friends I have and what a wonderful evening.

Thanks for reading.

April 15, 2015 Posted by | Out and about as Susan | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Out on a Saturday night.

Well I decided to go out Saturday night as I knew some of the girls were going to the Escape Bar & Grill. This will be my second time out this week. I started getting ready at 5 and as I knew what I was going to wear and how I wanted my makeup to look I was ready by 6 so I was a head of schedule. As I was getting dressed I found a really cute dress that wasn’t mine, I guess one of Peggy’s dresses got mixed up with mine so I put it in a bag to take with me so I could give to Cassandra. Now I know the girls went getting there till 7 but I really didn’t want to just sit at home so I decided to go early so I took my computer with me. Now being Saturday I kind of expected some of my neighbors to be out when I left which they weren’t but I realize as we get into the nicer weather this will be more of an issue although a couple of my neighbors already know and I have to wonder if more of them know also.

I got to the Escape at 6:30 and the good thing about getting here this early is parking was easy, there were only 2 cars in the parking lot and I got to park right in front of the door. I grabbed my purse, computer and the dress and went inside. Turns out Cristine got here early too. I got out my computer and then went and ordered something to eat and a drink. I caught up on some e-mails and then I decided to set up an account at Paltalk to give it a try. I am still not sure how much I will use it as I am not at home as Susan very often.

Cassandra showed up a little after 7 and had her computer with her and she set it up on Paltalk. I was talking to her and told her I had set up an account so she helped me set up the preferences on it as I really know nothing about how it works. she even sent me a gift of a free month of extreme to try it as they have 4 levels you can have from free to VIP. Well I tried it for a while and it is kind of fun but have a hard time keeping up and reading the messages and replying at the same time. now I was in a really big room with lots of people to start so I eventually moved to a smaller room. Cassandra loves Paltalk and actually has her own room so I tried that one also.

Laura also showed up and it was good to see her, she loves the Karaoke here and is really good. now this bar is really nice but doesn’t get busy till about 10. Well I ordered some more food as I was still hungry. It started getting busy and more people came in which is always nice as it is fun to people watch.

Diane made it out tonight which was nice as it has been a while since I have seen her. I got a chance to talk with her and find out how things are going, she has a lot going on in her life right now. it is nice to catch up.

We had 6 of us here so it was a smaller turnout but still fun. They had some really good singers here last night and I knew most of the songs they sang.

It was about 11:30 when I was ready to call it a night. I paid my bill and said my goodbyes, what a fun night.

Thanks for reading.

April 12, 2015 Posted by | Escape Bar & Grill | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Friday night and going out to have fun with my friends.

Well it is finally Friday and I have been looking forward to tonight all week. I really need some Susan time and more than that I need to be out and see my friends. I have not been to Sweethome in 6 weeks. It would be great to see my friends again. I started getting ready at 5 so I could take my time. I decided to wear my maroon dress tonight so with that I tried my new matte wine lipstick. Now at home looking in the mirror with the bright light I wasn’t sure about the shade on me but I was going with it for the night. Now I have a tip that I read online and it actually works. As I was putting on my dress I got that white haze from my deodorant on the dress which I hate. Well I read if you rub it with a dryer sheet it will take it off and you know what it works, took it right off so that is my tip of the day. I also wore the other pair of new heels I bought hey have a 4 1/2 inch heel and are actually the highest heels I now have.

I got to Sweethome right at 7 and the parking lot was full so I had to park a block up the street. Chris and Roxy were there and it was great to see them again as I said it has been 6 weeks. I also brought my computer tonight as I needed to catch up on some e-mails so Chris had his computer out and I had mine and the 3 of us also talked as we sat there. Debra the bartender brought me a drink and told me it was great to see me again as she had missed me which was really nice, even the lady who brings in a cheese cake every Friday night told me it was great to see me back again so I guess I was missed which make you feel special. I ordered dinner and we had a good time. Carolyn & Cristine also showed up a little late but it was good to see them also. Even Paul the owner was glad to see me back.

Cassandra also made it out late as she had to wait as they had family in town. It was funny as Cassandra commented on how she use to never go out till it was late and dark. I think back several years ago and I was the same never left the house till it was dark, during the summer I might not leave my till 11 pm or later wow how things have changed. Susan has grown so much over the last 7 years and it is all because of the wonderful people I have met. Cassandra had also brought her computer and got online and went to Paltalk which is an online chat server. It is kind of fun especially with a web cam. I noticed the lipstick I wore tonight actually looked really good on the web cam. I am thinking of joining Paltalk just not sure how much I would be able to use it as most of the time I spend as Susan I go out.

Now we have made some really good friends here at the bar to and it is just as nice to see them also. Kelsie was here tonight and it was good to see her, she sat with us for a while at our table so we got to talk. Heather was also here tonight and always good to see her, she always has a hug for us. The lady at the next table came over for a while and talked with us and told us how nice we all looked, I think her name was Charlene and she was really nice too. There were also some people at the table in front of us and one of the girls named Megan came over and talked to us for a while, she seemed really nice also and told us how nice we looked too. It is funny as when we go out we always wear dresses and dress up where as a lot of woman dress a lot more casual.

Karaoke started and of course it is always fun. Chris sang a few times and did great. They actually have some good singers here although a lot of the songs tonight I hadn’t heard before. It was a fun night and as always went by way to fast. Chris and I were the last of our group and we stayed till about 11:30. I went up to pay my bill and Megan was up there and we talked for a few minutes and she again told me how great I looked and that she really liked my lipstick and that it looked good on me which made me feel good as I was still not sure of the color. It is funny as lipstick is another thing woman don’t wear as much.

Thanks for reading and have a great day.

April 11, 2015 Posted by | Sweethome | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Saturday night out at Harvey’s Comedy Club

Well it is Saturday night and we are going to Harvey’s Comedy Club which I have been looking forward to. But before I get into that I have to show you a picture of 20150401_190326the shoes I bought Tuesday. I am wearing the ones on the right tonight. Also Tuesday when I was at Starbuck’s I was surprised by Stefia, she showed up for a while in male mode so I got to talk to her for a little while.

I started getting ready about 5 tonight as I was really looking forward to tonight, it is funny after living 12 days as a girl you would think I would need a break and in a way I did but by Friday I was ready for some Susan time. I had planned on wearing my maroon dress but as I was doing my makeup I changed my mind and went with my black and gold dress, funny how much thought I put into what Susan wears.I was ready and on my way by 6:30.

Now as I got on the freeway headed for Fox & hound my gas light came on and I looked down and saw I was almost on empty so I checked my car info and it said I could go 40 miles so now I had to think, should I get off the freeway and get gas and be late or keep going. I decided to keep going and risk it. I got downtown right at 7 and the street parking was full seems they had something going on downtown. normally I would have driven around looking for something close but as I was low on gas I took the first spot I saw which really was only a block further than I normally park.

I got inside and Julie, Laura and Nicole were there, Nicole is a new member who just joined a few days ago and this was her first time out with the group. It was nice to meet her and I hope she comes out more with the group. It was great to see them and talk with Julie and Laura, we talked about Diva Las Vegas. they couldn’t make it this year and we missed them. I am hoping they both can go next year, wow hard to believe I am already thinking of next year, it went by so fast. Now tonight I wore my old long blonde wig as I had washed my other wigs and they were not dry yet. What makes this interesting is Cassandra showed up with one of her old wigs that was curly. It got me thinking about a few years back when we had fun Fridays on the first Friday of the month and we all wore different hair. It is amazing how much your look can change with a different hair style. It would be fun to bring this back.

Now Jan and Lynn showed up and it was good to see them as it has been a while. Actually I was thinking about how little I have gotten out with the group the last month. I have not been to Sweethome since the last Friday of February although I did make it out to the Escape Bar and Grill the week before we left for a couple hours. Barb and Stacy also showed up so we had 9 of us at Fox & Hound.

About 8:30 we started to walk over to Harvey’s. About 2 blocks away Cassandra got worried about where she parked. they have streets that are closed between 9 pm and 3 am and if you park there you get toed. she had parked on one of the streets because they had the signs covered up but then got worried and we all told her she should go move her car just in case, not worth the $300 gamble so her and Jan walked back to move her car and the rest of us walked on to Harvey’s.

WE got there and Cristine was already there and it wasn’t long and Sophia, Dan and Bianca showed up so we had 13 for the show tonight. There was a good crowd here tonight and it quickly filled up. there were 2 ladies over by the bar that glanced over at us a few times but didn’t pay much attention to them. It was finally time to go into the show room.

Kim our favorite waitress was there as always and had our table ready, she is so awesome. She took our orders and I had a salad tonight well and also a piece of cheesecake. The show started and it was good as always. The opening comedian and the featured comedian were good, we have actually seen them both before. The Headliner was awesome and this was the first time we have seen him. It was a great show as always and so much fun.

After the show we always stay and talk with Kim so we are usually the last ones out. We stopped and thanked the comedians and told them how good they were as they were standing and greeting people on their way out which I think is good. Anyway the 2 ladies that I saw looking at us before the show were standing with them so I think they were wives of girlfriends of the comedians. Any way we shook their hands as we passed them but when we got to the 2 ladies they also thanked us for coming and gave each of us a hug, how great is that.

Those of us who parked by Fox & hound walked back to our cars talking all the way. it was a fun girls night out and was so great to see all my friends again.

Thanks for reading

April 5, 2015 Posted by | Harvey's Comedy Club | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment


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